ME

2006-08-04T19:08:00.000-07:00

heyhey everyone...gee talk about stagnant...anyway i think most of u guys know i was really busy with the school musical...so yep sorry! and grace i hope ur happy i've finally posted alright? well shanghai was pretty long ago now...and it was great,it really was...i did so much shopping, eating and saw lots of things and the school there is great though it's pretty small...all the people from the schools there have this really interesting american accent so yea it was kinda cool :D well sorry to disappoint u i didn't get any pics...anyway to the more interesting point...our school held a musical titled FROM EVE TO MARY! and it was great!it was awesome!it was super fun!i made so many new friends and i really miss it i guess...for ppl who weren't involved they might not understand why i'm so sad cos i always complain that it was so tiring but ahhh it was so super fun in the end!God was so great during the musical and kept the rain away on ALL THREE DAYS even though the sky was so threatening all those days...deb and i prayed super super hard and i'm sure many more ppl prayed fervently too!and GOD ANSWERED OUR PRAYERS!amen!the musical was sooooooooooo awesome!miss everyone so much!on the last day everyone was crying so hard cos no one wanted it to end!i want my soundtrack!oh man this is worse than sec 2 camp!sigh i miss the musical... =( oh well...ppl keep telling me at least i still keep in contact with everyone but like how much would we ever talk to them again?not as much as like seeing them everyday and talking to them throughout the two shows every night right?sigh oh wells whatever...i just realised that end years are coming in like 8 weeks?no one's started studying yet
(excluding sec 4s)...maybe i should?that's what mr quek keeps saying...think he's right...but everyone like so sian like that...aiya...dunno la..anyway hopefully i'll be going for FOP tmr!then MAYBE gna go sleepover at benn's...dunno see first...next week got so much holiday...will start studying when holiday come.i promise myself i will study so then i'll do well then i can get into triple science and then take a really good subject combi and then keep working hard so that i'll do well for sec 3 endyrs and then sec 4 will study even harder then i'll do very very well for my Os then i'll beat stef and get better marks than her...well...that's pretty hard to do huh?BUT i have GOD! so maybe...just maybe i'll pull through!u see...in sec 4, i'll die...i have grade 8 piano and maybe even grade 7 flute and then have Os to think about and sigh...just hope i'll do well in everything!must start bucking up liao!really wanna do well. :D
i WILL do well! i will i will i will...with GOD'S help of course.
well think i should end here.
way too tired to continue.
seeya!
God bless!
love ya, all my best friends!

2006-06-07T11:24:00.000-07:00

bye everyone!i'm off to shanghai...gna be back on the 19th...i'll bring back loads of pics!and stuff!and and and u guys must all have fun too while i'm gone!k?anyway i can still use the internet overseas so whatever i'll still try and post?and keep u guys updated on what i've been doing...haha...okay then i'm going now...byee!hugs to all my best friends!

2006-05-26T23:27:00.000-07:00

heyhey!back from sec 2 adventure camp!=D camp was so AWESOME! so super fun!!!!let's see...on the first day, when we first reached the campsite i was really shocked cos well everything was pretty basic...when we were assigned to our dorms, at first i was put into the dorm with 20 something people then transferred to one with slightly less then the first, then finally put into one with ONLY 8 ppl! hehe...the toilet was made up of a hole, a pail, a tap, a scoop and a door. NO FLUSH!haha scoop the waster in to flush, bath with the scooped water too...haha okay lemme see...first day we settled in then got to know our team...we decided on the name COCKTAIL cos our group was a mix of all the houses...COCKTAIL U ROCK!haha well after that had lunch then went for sherwood 1 and no man's land 2! sherwood 1 was pretty fun! at the single log, i couldn't balance the first time so i ended up doing it again and then I DID IT! wahahaha so fun! haha then after that did a couple more activities which required lots of balancing...no man's land 2 was superly superly fun! haha got wet but whatever and crossed the monkey bars really fast! so proud of myself!haha whatever...and then we had dinner and then the NIGHT HIKE which was awesome cos it was completely dark and all u could do was listen to nature and follow the cable that we were given to hold...it was fun fun fun!okay...DAY 2 after morning grace had breakfast then did rafting where we kept struggling to tie up the rafia to the barrels and logs...etc etc...hehe then we did no man's land 1 which was cool and real fun...didn't get muddy though...haha even though most were above the water...haha okay then lunch and then had team building games...the turn over a new leaf and then the rope thingy(which we did in ONE second!) and then mass skipping! which was super fun if not a little frustrating...then we did sherwood 2...the swamp! whoo hoo!super fun la!went in and had mud fight! haha well actually i think the people who were really fighting were suyi and heidi la! they were like soaked with the mud...haha when we first got to the swamp everyone thought there were leeches la but the camp chief said that leeches cannot survive in water or smth like that...haha then had more water activities and then we went swimming at the no man's land area! haha FLOATING HEADS! okay u'll prob only understand if u were from COCKTAIL!haha okay then we had dinner then went for blind man's trail...we were blinded with our extra shirts and led around the campsite and told to follow the sound that our trainer would make or the person in front of u...there was this part where we had to duck walk for soooooooooo long my legs hurt like what la!and then after we finished we played a message relay game...like broken telephone...haha some of the distorted messages were so superly duperly funny!hehe...okayokay enough of day 2...DAY 3! after morning grace and breakfast, we went to the waterfall!which was fun! the trekking to the waterfall was not fun!haha lots of insects and it was so hot! oh and lots of leeches! i was bitten by one!hehe i was cleaning my specs when i saw this brown thingy on my sock so i asked my friend if that was mud or a leech and she said"err...it's mud la!" haha then another friends was like "no la!it's a leech!oh my goodness!a leech! it's getting fatter! yuck!it's moving!" and i put on my specs and sprayed insect repellant on it and it dropped off..haha well the bite kept bleeding the WHOLE DAY la!haha like for so long...oh wells...oh then we went to the waterfall after climbing the steep rocky slopes...it was super refreshing!and fun!we did the "everybody dance now!" thing in the waterfall with group 14 fusioned!haha okay after the super long walk back to the campsite(where we saw the "nike factory" haha)...we went for outdoor cooking!whoo hoo!cooked maggi with curry...and sausages and mixed veggie and had canned beans...so yummy! we learned about kinder tinder and timber haha kinder is like leaves and tinder and timber is like twigs and huge logs...and then we prepared for campfire! CAMPFIRE WAS SO AWESOME!everyone was like one huge big family and all the cheers and fun we had was just amazing!i'm gna miss camp so much!=(haha our group's performance was so weird but oh well we won the CUTEST group!hehe...i'll miss that night!okay then the next day (today, day 4!) we had morning grace then breakfast then we cleaned up everything and then had lots of pictures taken and after that we did lots and lots of cheers!ahhhh so fun!i'm gna miss camp so so so much!okay after that we went to kelong for lunch...5 course!had chilli crab...and much more...and i stained my camp shirt cos of the crab!haha oh well...after that we went back to school...and i had a huge stomachache all the way back to singapore...haha i was almost left behind at the singapore customs cos i went to the toilet then had constipation!haha..then got a cab home...yep so that's essentially what i did at camp...wahhhhhhhh i miss camp!our dorms were situated in such a way that it was like a little village just for us!sigh...okay i shall record down some cheers from camp to help me remember cos i dont ever wanna forget this camp!okay...

1. (do with actions yeah?)
hey _____(name)! you are one cool cat!
you got a little bit of this and a whole lot of that!
so come on down and join the fun...
hands.....up! chickiboom,chickiboom,chickiboom!
and down! chickiboom, chickiboom, chickiboom!
to the right! chickiboom, chickiboom, chickiboom!
to the left! chickiboom, chickiboom, chickiboom!
(cheer!)

2. (do with actions!)
di-di-di-di-di-di...a baby shark!(x2)
di-di-di-di-di-di...a mama shark!(x2)
di-di-di-di-di-di...a papa shark!(x2)
di-di-di-di-di-di...a grandma shark!(x2)
di-di-di-di-di-di...a grandpa shark!(x2)
di-di-di-di-di-di...a shark attack!(x2)
di-di-di-di-di-di...i swim like mad!(x2)
di-di-di-di-di-di...i lost an arm!(x2)
di-di-di-di-di-di...another arm!(x2)
di-di-di-di-di-di...a heart attack!(x2)
diiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii(decrescendo (= ) di-di-di-di-di-di-di!

3. leader:_____(name) oei!
____(name): oei!
leader: are u ready?!
everyone:ever-ready!____(name) ichi gonna fight! *clap-clap clap-clap*
fight!*clap-clap clap-clap*
fight!*clap-clap clap-clap*
fight!fight!fight!
nehhhhhhh!(action!)
haha okay i really hafta go now...super late...very tired...i'll update next time yeah? GOD BLESS ALL U GREAT PEOPLE OUT THERE!haha...nite!=)

2006-05-14T01:42:00.000-07:00

heyhey.. alright.. i'm seriously tired but need to blog before i forget to.. haha.. well.. i'm going to shanghai for 12 days.. sigh really dunno how i feel about this? like mixed feelings.. haha well.. i'm going there with my brother.. (yes ONLY with my brother) anyway i'll be staying with melody and anders.. my childhood buddies.. well maybe just mel.. anders is more like my brother's buddy.. but anyway.. i don't know.. really gna miss everyone and stuff.. and also my family.. and i'll miss church for 2 weeks!can u believe that?! sigh.. two looooooooooong weeks! haha i'm starting to sound depressed.. well at least i get to go shopping.. oh but there's a downside there too.. mummy said i have to use my own money to go shopping!sigh.. how how how?i'm practically like broke!hmph!haha.. okay i shall stop ranting.. gosh i keep falling into this super depressed mood.. what's wrong with me?! haiya.. anyway i'll be gone till the 19th.. which means i'll be back in time for LIFE CONFERENCE! WHOO HOO! at least i won't miss that! =D haha.. and i won't miss my bday too! yay! haha.. need to buy pressies for so many people.. need to make list liao.. haha okay okay i'll try not to miss anyone out but if i do don't blame me k! please also bear in mind my tiny budget! haha i won't post it tho.. later ppl anyhow say i never add them.. haha.. oh today was the mep concert.. so boring but didn't fall asleep!haha yay! but the first piece was nice!haha.. oh no! today's (sunday) mother's day! so fast!alamak! have't bought anything yet! okay will go buy carnations tmr at the flower shop downstairs.. eh wait at least the flower shop that I THINK is downstairs.. haha.. ah well i really should be getting to bed.. well before my mummy continues nagging anyway.. haha.. sniff i'm gonna miss everyone!my goodness! it sounds like i'm moving away or smth!haha whatever.. gtg now! love all u guys who made my life so nice and pretty!like niice and nash and krys and valle and s shi hui and lots and lots more! love u all!thanks for being such awesome friends!haha okay gdnite!sleep tight everybody!God bless! =D (ahha purple!so gay! hehe reminds me of art and physics! okay okay that's mean!nvm gdnite!)

2006-05-02T18:46:00.000-07:00

hey everyone!haha yep today was mid-years but thank God our mid-years are only for chem and bio...haha so only one day...but anyway i think that bio was quite ok...chem was harder? i think...but i made so many careless mistakes!argh...u know like we were supposed to draw the electronic structure of an oxygen atom...EASY RIGHT?! but what did I have to go and do?i thought the outer shell would have 8 electrons! when it's supposed to be 6! so when the next question asked how to make it into a negative ion...what did i do?i put have to gain 8 more electrons!it's supposed to be 2!!!argh...so annoying...aiya whatever...haha oh try out this quiz thing...

INSTRUCTIONS:go to your player and put it on shuffle. Say the following questions aloud, and press play. Use the song title as the answer to the question. DO NOT CHEAT!

1. how does the world see me?

keep on loving you
err???huh? haha ok so the world keeps on loving me! =D yay!

2. will i have a happy life?

sitting waiting wishing by jack johnson
haha...sitting waiting wishing for...???? a happy life?this is so riddled!hidden meanings eh?

3. what do my friends really think of me?

need you in my life by planet shakers
awww so sweet!i know all my friends need me in their lives!well i need u guys too!=D

4. do people secretly lust after me?

memory by sugarcult
huh?what kind of question is this?!hmmm memories of lusting after me??? wha??? ok nvm i don't think i wanna know! haha...

5. how can i make myself happy?

hero by mariah carey
haha do i need to find a hero before i'm happy? haha i already have one!JESUS! =D

6. what can i do with my life?

unbelievable by craig david
whoa!what i can do with my life is unbelievable!that's really encouraging!haha i know GOD has great plans for me! =)

7. will i ever have children?

just to say i love you by faith hill
okok this thing is seriously getting confusing!haha stop talking/singing/playing in riddles!

8. what is some good advice for me?

history of a boring town by less than jake
huh?! haha OEI!SINGAPORE'S NOT A BORING TOWN OK!haha actually the history of it is!maybe it's trying to tell me not to take history next year...haha...

9. how will i be remembered?

five colours in her hair by mc fly
haha nonono! i'm NEVER going to dye my hair! that's crazy...actually it's not la...just not FIVE COLOURS! haha...

10. what is my signature dancing song?

sunday morning by maroon 5
no!i do NOT like dancing on sunday mornings...haha nahh i dunno? it is?it's a slow song!haha i can't even dance actually...shhh!

11. what do i think my current theme song is?

as lovers go by dashboard confessionals
haha no i'm not thinking of lovers going because i've never had one before!(unless u count GOD)haha...

12. what does everyone think my current theme song is?

try a little tenderness by michael buble
eh!what's that supposed to mean?! haha i'm not tender enough? haha but i'm nice enough right? *ahem* RIGHT?!

13. what song will play at my funeral?

lion by rebecca st james
yay!i'm a lion! hear me ROAR!ROAR!ROAR! haha... =p is this supposed to mean i roared a lot in my lifetime?haha maybe to my brother but i don't think i roar much...

14. what sort of men/women do i like?

a) men: a certain romance by the artic monkeys
what?! haha...i only like men i'm romantically involved with?! haha what is this supposed to mean?! i don't get it at all...haha

b) women: hypnotised by mc fly
haha yeah!i like hypnotised women cos they don't nag!haha jkjk... =p

15. what is my day going to be like?

i'm sorry i don't love you no more by craig david
haha hidden meanings? ooh...i donno...i'm not supposed to love someone anymore today...haha whatever that means!

here is where the quiz i was given is supposed to stop but, u know,i'm just gonna do a few questions of my own!=) u should try it too! just ask a random question...or questions...

16. what kind of children will i have if i have children?

testify to love by avalon
aww that's so sweet!haha my kids will testify to my love and GOD'S love!haha...

17. what kind of person will i grow up to be?

mandy by barry manilow
WHO'S MANDY??? haha i'm growing up to be like mandy!haha...=D

18. what kind of person do people think i'll grow up to be?

caught up in a dream by tesla
haha they think i'll be caught up in a dream? what dream?i know!the dream that i'll grow up to be like mandy!haha! =D

19. how will i feel after waking up tomorrow?

i will never be the same again by hillsongs australia
haha! really?! let's see tomorrow then...haha =D i know!cos everyday's different cos everyday is a new day in the LORD!

haha...alright i think i shall stop here...u guys should give it a try!it's really fun!haha have fun with it!come up with ur own questions if u like!haha go gracee!i know u want to!haha i know what ur thinking!whatever right?hmph well whatever...haha ah well guys enjoy this yeah?it's really really fun!haha oh wells have to go and prepare for school...don't understand why we can't get an extra day off after mid-years...sigh...ah whatever...JUNE'S A-COMING! WHOO HOO!haha so exciting!anyways i'm going to eat now!haha and then finish up whatever homework...hehe okie blog another time! God bless! =)

2006-04-25T15:36:00.000-07:00

hey everyone!yep it's me...like finally eh?haha well due to an overwhelming number(2 only la!=) heh) of people asking me to blog,i have finally found time to do just that! mid-years are next week so buck up guys!time to start studying!jia you! it'll be over soon then we can all sleep since that seems to be what most of us want to do nowadays!haha...we celebrated sis shi hui's bday last sat...had a yummy ice cream cake!haha...happy bday sis shi hui! like for the hundredth time!heh...thanks so much for everything u've helped me with and being so nice and everything! u really deserve that break after ur exams! well after that we went for dinner...krys,valle, niice and i couldn't find seats at macs so we ended up walking around and around and around and then i realised that the one table we thought was empty(but actually had a bag there) was my lovely brother's bag! haha well we chased him off and sat down for dinner but niice didn't eat anything again!tsk tsk...niice! u really SHOULD eat more!ur like thinner then me!anyway, so after that we went to island creamery with sis cherie and ate ice cream and took pics and talked about STUFF and then i had loads of fun watching them complaining about how "fat"/"thin" they looked and how their left/right side was nicer then their right/left side etc...haha it was fun! anyway i REALLY REALLY have to go study now!so sorry...will blog asap!lovees everyone!more to my bestest friends and most to sis shi hui cos it was her bday! yea yea going now !bb!GOD BLESS!

2006-03-13T14:00:00.000-08:00

ok i'm really gna confirm that i'm like the worst blogger around...whatever...anyway...had SP EMPOWERMENT yesterday...superly duperly fun...we played the balloon train!!!haha choo choo!!!and we played this game where we had to pass three balls to each other and say like "hi _____ (name)"and "thank you, ____(name)" haha well i dunno if my group won cos well bro victor thought we were cheating! haha yep...oh sis shi hui joined our section so i'm under her now...oh and had a sleepover at lenice's house after church on sat till yesterday with nash! so fun! we watched JUST LIKE HEAVEN and HONEY and ate lotsa food and talked lots and stuff...haha...lalala...what to talk abt...oh man JUST LIKE HEAVEN is soooooooooooooo swwwwwweeeeeeeeeeetttttttt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i think that the guy building pratically an entire garden complete with like walkways and stuff is so super sweet la!ahahaha...oh we went shopping too!and i bought a pretty new bag that's very glittery but nice!haha...ah well...haha oh here's a nice saying thingy i found in my school diary( weird place to find it but yeah anw...)here it is then:

People should be like tea;

their real strength appearing when they get in hot water.

so nice right??? haha here's another one...:

Correction does much,

but encouragement does much more.

haha yep anyways i should go have lots and lots of projects to finish up...kaes...byee! GOD bless all u guys and gals!(hardly think any guys come to my blog though =P) haha whatever keas...cya...lovees to all my best buddies!

2006-02-24T21:31:00.000-08:00

man i'm like the lousiest blogger in the world... haha sorry been really busy with stuff like school...flute,piano, church etc...haha...anw for all those with older siblings have u ever felt like there's so much expected of u becos of all the stuff that ur older sibling had achieved and sometimes ur pressured to do even better...ah well...it just struck me recently that i'm not really very close to my sister...why is that? aren't sisters supposed to be close? i'm prob closer to my younger siblings despite the age difference with my younger sister i'm still pretty close to her...even though she doesn't understand most of the stuff i'm telling her :) haha...i suppose it's cos we're always fighting and i dont really feel like i can share anything with her...maybe it's cos i'm afraid she'll make fun of me? or maybe i'm afraid that she's gonna go tell the whole world what i said? i dunno...was talking to jeann the other day during mgnyte...why is she so close to jas? it's not fair...i just dont get how i can ever be that close to my sister...it's just weird...and say if i make friends with someone who's also her friend...she forbids me to talk to that person or i have to tell her everything that i talked to that person about...this thing is weighing so much on my mind i just cant stand it anymore but i know GOD's always there for me and i'm gonna give everything to GOD hmmm...u know how much i hate it when we fight and when she already knows that i'll get irritated but just continues provoking me...ah well let's not talk abt that...hmmm oh! i'm happy with my results so far for school...let's see...
bio test - 31/40
history - 25/30
bio SPA - 8.5/10
chinese - 44/70
errr eh? cannot remember anymore haha...u know what i'm going to go now...lovees to all my best buddies!!! :) bb! God bless!

-ellesig hog :) (tell me u got this...haha if u know my name i'm sure u'll get it (: )

2006-02-06T15:30:00.000-08:00

hey hey haha yep in school now kat's sitting next to me! haha now's abt 3.24?have flute at 4...really bored now so i tot i might blog! whoo hoo haha whatever so yes anw valle i'm super sorry couldn't make it for ur party!!! i'll get u ur pressie soon k? hmmmm lalala....ok so next week i'm supposed to lead mg-nyte...think i should be ok...for all those ppl who don have older sister's u are so lucky...i mean my sis can be pretty nice when she wants to...but at other times she's just soooooooooooo unbearable and ok...for example if she asks me to get a cup of water for her and if i dont get it, she'll get angry! but she expects me to do it! ok whatever i'm crapping again. shoot shouldn't have said that...man what is wrong with me these days??? okok i gtg bb! ttyl...

2006-01-20T19:02:00.000-08:00

ok hmmmso tired...just came back from school...so happy! mummy and daddy are back! whoo hoo and they bought lots of lovely stuff back for us! whoo hoo...oh wells even tho i cant sleep in their room anymore...at least i have them! and the stuff they bought for me...hee...oh wells...sighs everyone seems to be having some form of a prob;em everyday...and i try to help everyone but i cant! gah!man! this is so lousy...i should talk abt fun happy stuff! yea! haha oh! forgot to mention! today's lenice's bday!
happy birthday to u...
happy birthday to u...
happy birthday to lenice...
happy birthday to u!!!!!
(see? it's pink! ur fav colour)
God bless girly!give all ur troubles to him ya? keep trusting in him even as u grow one yr older! yea! hugs...love ya! will get u ur pressie asap ya?well i'll try to...but u know me! ahahahahaha...kk don be upset ya?anw!there are new crossies this yr....sec 1s super small! they're all so cute!ahahaha feel so lousy ran with them that time and was overtaken by like a few of them...ahaha...well i think they're a pretty good bunch this yr...tiff's sister cheryl's sister...etc...even benny boo boo is in it...and ariel too! yea! haha...oh wells i think i made a mistake last time...i am gonna blog lots...well.er maybe la! but i'll try as much as possible...so happy chinese new yr to all!hmm wonder if my younger sister can wear my tiny cheong-sam! ahahaha...oh wells...so fun! maybe i can go back to visit kellock! after celebration...oh but then i have flute on that day! hmmm oh nvm...oh talking abt flute i have to get a new one so i can return jas's one to her...bleah feel so terrible for keeping it for so long...oh goody mummy and daddy came home today so can ask them abt it! yea! ahahaha do i sound high?oh whatever nvm...yawn so tired...bleah...kk gtg...now's dinner! *groan* so hungry...oh have training tmr! my goal is to get into natls but only if i'm good enough tho...not enough sec2s u know...only 7 of us..but we need a few sec 1s...hope there are enuff ppl for C div...oh okok gtg now! yep! bye! God bless!

-hog ellesig

2006-01-18T18:20:00.000-08:00

hello hello so sorry havent blogged for so long!hmmm bleah bleah bleah...school's been fun! a bit stressful but nvm! it's still fun...being vice chair isn't easy...so much stuff to do...sec 2 year is getting scary actually...everyone in my class is so smart sometimes it gets so competitive! common tests starting next week! have to buck up! STUDY!!!!!ahhh haha...oh wells...have u ever noticed how difficult it is to make certain decisions? sighs sometimes i wonder if God is even there...but His word says that he will never forsake me so yes now is the time for me to put my trust in God and to go wherever He wants me to go, to do whatever he wants me to...sighs...i'm so scared now...not sure what to do anymore...God where are u? i need direction in my life! sigh...do i sound depressing?yes actually i do... maybe i need chocolates...care to buy me one?or two?...3?hehe jkjk i already have... ferrero rocher! whoo hoo!i love chocolate!oh did u know last year my geog teacher let us eat that in class cos she used it to demonstrate the core mantle crust thing in the earth...yea...i didn't really care abt the class so did everyone else...well i tried to pay attention but everyone was busy eating the chocolate...haha...oh chocolate reminds me of my pw group name! we're called shocolate! cool right?i like that name man! haha...sounds nice eh? one of my group members actually wanted our grp name to be east death ( west life... geddit?)haha somemore we're going to be working with like all these NPO and death prob isn't a very nice word to hear from us huh? ahahahaha kk...hmmm parents went overseas last tuesday...on Hari Raya thingy...yep...coming back in 2 days plus? on friday la...yea...awww cannot sleep in their room anymore...cos my sisters and i have been sleeping in their room while they were gone...oh wells...my bed is just as nice! haha...hmmm...i'm so happy i'm finally an sp! but this also means a lot more committment which i want to give but there are other things that keep holding me back such that i cant committ myself completely...sighs...kk i better go now...have lots of work to do la! ahahaha...hmmm well happy CNY to all! i might not blog that much so yea...k bye!

-hog ellesig

2006-01-05T16:13:00.000-08:00

heyy ppl...sorry i know i haven blogged for very very long....lot's of stuff happened and i cant believe i forgot to talk abt camp last time!!! so i'll start with camp...camp,to put it simply,was AWESOME!!!! yes and it was really exciting and God revealed many things to me and i just hope that that spirit everyone had in camp wont die...made lots of friends and played lots of really fun games! k...next big thing ( that i can remember) is...CHRISTMAS! that was fun...i got lots of really nice pressies and went to serve at THE INN and had a lot of fun...ok next would be...NEW YEAR! whoo hoo that was great...watchnight service was awesome aside from the fact that we couldn't jump...well we didn't countdown to the new year but we were praying so that's as good if not better...isn't starting the year with prayer so so so so much better???hmmm then it starts getting depressing...cos school's starting...ahhhh still upset with the whole cca thingy...and i'm so stressed i might nit seem like i'm very stressed but i am!what with the cca, music lessons, church...i'm finally going to be an sp! (i hope) i'm in l cell already...my first l cell is on sat but...then i have music...i want to be able to commit myself to church but i cant becos of music and i know that i can pull out but i want to serve God as an sp in my cell but i'm also committed to my music lesson cos God has blessed me with this talent and i'm not going to throw it away...argh...i'm so confused...sighs...plz God...tell me what to do...i dont know anymore...plz plz plz God...plz help me through this...i know i will make it through...cos i have you!plz Lord... sighs oh wells have to go now...smth's wrong with my computer...nvm..kk bb! oh and i wont be able to stay u[ anymore...except maybe on saturdays except i think i'll be too tired...okok whatever byee!!!!

2005-12-21T02:34:00.000-08:00

heyy...yawn...errrm...right...gonna sleep soon...just finished reading jared's blog...it's not fair really...just cuz he says i'll do the thing that he leeched off my sis...doesn't mean i have to...though i'll just be nice and do it anyway...just wanna clarify that i did not leech this off my sis...i copied jared...who leeched it off my sis...yupp...

10 ways to win me over (not in any particular order)

1)be Passionate for God!
2)be really nice, sweet, caring etc...
3)be mature at times when u have to be(not neccessarily immature at other times tho)...
4)someone that i know i can trust and give my heart to...
5)be there for me whenever i need u to be...
6)be romantic...(what??? i'm a romantic at heart ok...)
7)dont be embarrassing...
8)be able to handle me when i get too emotional...(it happens!!!!)
9)able to give me good advice...
10)loves me for who i am...

9 places i intend to visit

1)Paris
2)London
3)Hawaii
4)Rome
5)Egypt
6)Spain
7)Mexico
8)Greece
9)Canada

8 things i want to do before i die

1)Tell the world that Jesus lives...Tell the world that...tell the world that...
2)live out God's purpose for me...
3)meet a really nice guy and get married...
4)have a nice family...
5)go to the above-mentioned places...
6)make an impact!
7)splurge lots and lots of money on myself...
8)errm...have a really nice job...or whatever God blesses me with

7 things that annoy me

1)my sister shouting at me
2)my mother nagging
3)when my parents change the channel half-way through my favourite show
4)the ending of RAINBOW CONNECTION
5)people who ignore/suddenly not talk to me for no good reason
6)cocky people who assume things...
7)my younger sister's whining...

6 random things about me

1)i have a baby picture of myself drooling on a mattress
2)my shoe size is 6
3)i just got a new cupboard
4)some ppl think i'm an extrovert...(which i'm not...or at least i dont think i am...)
5)i'm 1/8 thai...
6)errrm...i ate ants?

5 things i do everyday(the easiest one!)
1)eat
2)sleep
3)TAWG
4)talk on the phone
5)scream at my younger siblings to shut up

4 things that freak me out
1)my brother's room
2)snakes
3)my sister...in general...
4)sebas?

3 stars i wanna meet
1)william moseley
2)kristin kreuk
3)jeanette aw

2 people i wanna see now (2.29 AM 21th dec)
1)nash
2)lenice

number 1 person in my life
1) JESUS!

yay! okay i've finished it...finally...oh and jie jie...if u need to blame someone...blame jared...hmmms...ooh i get to bet 5 other ppl will do this next:
1)chloe
2)joanna teo
3)eugene
4)lenice
5)nash
yupp that wraps it up...ooh chloe's coming back today!!!! wonder what time... nvm...yawn...gonna sleep now...nitey night! God bless!

2005-12-20T19:24:00.000-08:00

heyo...yupp...NARNIA rawks! whoo hoo!!! heh...was so AWESOME!!!!the scariest part was when Edmund went to the white witch's castle and was looking at all the 'statues' that the white witch made then he stepped over a furry thing...no one really noticed...then suddenly...the wolf jumps up from under Edmund and freaks everyone out i threw my chips all over myself!haha...it's not that funny ok...but my most fav part was during the battle when Peter holds up his sword and everyone gets ready but no one moves cuz he hasn't given the signal...then u see the enemy advancing and u know he's waiting for just the right moment...then he points his sword forward and whoosh...everyone starts racing towards the front line...SO COOL! heh...the movie was everything i would have imagined it to be! except for the english accents...but it was so amazing! i wanna watch it again...in fact...i WILL!...haha...gosh...that's one movie i dont think i'll forget...yupp...heh...u know the girl who acts as Lucy? the young one...i think she's related to the actress who acts as the adult Lucy...Georgie Henley...the girl and Rachael Henley...the grown-up Lucy...anyway...it's a really good film...u shld go watch it some time...anyway...dinner time...bb! God bless!oh ya forgot to tell u guys...Chloe's coming back tmr!!!! haha...yay! whoo hoo!...kaes...bye!

2005-12-19T13:07:00.000-08:00

ok...i'm bored which is probrably the reason why i'm blogging...whatever...anw...the new cupboard's up and running...figuratively....and it's really huge!!!! it's taller than my dad...i think it's like 3 metres tall! haha...ok...it's really nice too!!!! there's like a curtain for it...made completely out of wood(aside from the curtain)...whoa it's nice alright...sighs...really bored...hmmm...lets see...what to talk abt...*drums fingers on table slowly*hmmm...oh! i know! ok i have this friend...she's a childhood friend...she went to Shang Hai cuz her mum was posted there...she came back on the 16th...and she came back with a really weird accent...i can't describe it...i didn't even recognise her on the phone...when i asked who it was, she said"melody" and it sounded like "nobody"...haha...oops...she's a really really nice person...tho i'm not really very close to her...haha...oh wells...okok...got SP class tmr...cant wait! whoo hoo! salting was ...well sad...but nvm let's not talk abt that...hmm...mum chasing me to pack up my room...which is in a terrible mess... ok...gotta eat lunch first...kaes talk later...bb!

2005-12-19T10:13:00.000-08:00

ok...i'm really busy...sortof but anyway my new wardrobe's coming like now!!!!yikes!haha...cant wait for tonight really...going to watch NARNIA whoohoo...it's not out yet...got these preview tickets from my mum's fren...so cool! heh...the downside is...it's at 9.40 and probrably ends at abt midnight...haha...oh wells...my mum's gonna hafta pick me up...actually i'm going with my bro...it's kinda his bday pressie i guess..he turned 12 on the 13th of december...haha...gosh just dismantled my cupboard so that the new one's can go in...got lots of bruises and stuff...heh...where are those mover guys anyway???i want my wardrobe! hey!it's 10.06 already! hello? get a watch! haha okok...patience...*deep breathing*...breathe in...breathe out...ok...*breathes*i'm fine....anyway...oh...went to the wake yesterday...was ok...quite freaky seeing my granduncle in a coffin...like...really really weird...sighs...no one was crying or anything....everyone was mostly talking or eating...i met my uncle mervin...my dad's cousin...he's funny...his sister is in california...cant remb which part tho...oh and he's really funny...i tried to guess his age and stuff...he's 42!!!! he looked like he was in his thirties...anw...he guessed my older sister's age correct...but he tot i was 15!!!!! haha...cant believe i look that old...heh...anw rents are real pissed ...ooh the guy just came...time:10.11 they're 11 minutes late! haha oh wells...yay chloe's coming back soon!!!! whoo hoo! okok so are lots of ppl...anw gotta go help out...you know...put up the cupboard and stuff...kaes so i'll talk another time or smth! byee!!!! God bless ya!

2005-12-18T13:51:00.000-08:00

ok i'm really tired and really pissed...well..,maybe not tired...but still pissed...i slept at like abt 4...and some ppl may think that's still early (especially during the hols)...and at 10, my mum called...the phone just kept ringing and ringing and ringing and ringing and ringing etc...so since no one got up...i had to...i dragged myself over to the phone and answered it...my mum asked where my helper was...of course i wasn't sure considering i was prob sleeping if and when she left...anyway....so after that i got back into bed...then my helper's phone starts ringing and ringing etc etc....after what seemed like hours it finally stopped ringing and i could go back to sleep in peace...then the house phone rings again and again and again and again and again...haha...so i have to get up to pick it up again...it's my mum again, asking me to check my house for my helper..so i do...nope no sign of her...so i tell my mum...and go back to sleep...or at least tried to...and then my helper's phone rings over and over again...so many times..it'll stop and start up again...heh...then the house phone rings...thinking it's my mum i shout into the phone "WHAT???!!!!" then i hear a voice say"erm...can i talk to Gideon please?" oh man! it's my brother's friend...oops...so i drag my bro out of his room and couldn't go back to sleep for a while...my helper's phone still ringing....sighs...anyway...i did fall back asleep for abt an hour before my older sis comes out and starts reading a book next to me and my bro making noises on the computer...so i give up...and get out of bed...and so here i am typing on the com and eating my lunch at the same time...haha...still quite tired tho...ooh...SPARKS yesterday was AWESOME!even if i did get my shoe broken...but that's not the point...we played 3 games...the first was "the 12 days of Christmas" where we had to get all sorts of items according to the number...like 5 strands of hair from that day's worship team or 11 keys...or 9 wallets/purses...or 4 signatures from zone 1 adult leaders...stuff like that...ok wait let me try to remember all:
1-sec 2 or 3 girl
2-pairs of high heel shoes
3-belts
4-signatures from zone 1 adult leaders
5-strands of hair from that day's worship team
6-water bottles
7-pairs of socks
8-ezlink cards
9-wallets/purses
10-earrings(no pairs)
11-keys
12-christmas songs or carols
yupp that's all..haha...then after that game we played "make the christmas tree" criteria:tall, sturdy and creative. simple? not with a bunch of straws and masking tape...but i think my group had the best tree...it prob was the only "tree" that actually resembled a christmas tree...the rest were more like tall sticks...haha...no offense to the other group...but we only had 10 mins to make it...i think ours turned out ok...if not a little short...but other than that i think we did ok...heh...yupp then we played dress up the christmas tree.christmas tree= the person who went up to take our supplies...for our grp it was little justin! the p6 one...heh..so cute...we kept telling him to stop moving...haha...cuz the cloth kept falling off everytime he moved...oh well everyone had a fun time...except maybe justin...but sadly...we didn't win any prizes...doesn't matter tho...all the winners got was snacks and stuff...haha...and after that we had lots of goodies to eat...i didn't eat much...cuz i was going for some dinner afterward with my mum's cell...yupp...so well my shoe broke which was rather annoying...so i ended up doing everything barefoot in the chapel...sighs...worship was ok...if not a little slow...but then ...isn't that good? at least we still praise God...haha...okok...so at the place where my mum's cell thingy was held i went bowling first...with my fren grace whose mum knows mine...yupp to sum it all up i went bowling, then had dinner, then played some games, sang some songs, had GIFT EXCHANGE(i got a pressie!!!!), talked abt christmas etc etc...yupp then went home...something sad just happened...well not just but u get my point...my granduncle and grandauntie died...within two days btwn each death...aiya...check out sunday times...today's one...page four...yupp...kaes that sums it up now...hafta go for the wake soon...so weird...i dont even see them...only at chinese new yr...i remb granduncle was always nice to us...gave us really big ang paos...he didn't talk much...but he had a kind face...and this yr's chinese new yr...we prayed for grandauntie...she had a tube attached to her windpipe i believe and phlegm kept coming out...so scary...i was really scared when we went in to pray for her...she was crying by the time we finished...sighs...at least i know they're in heaven with God...i feel really terrible...but i wasn't close to them...and their deaths havent really affected or impacted me...but i'll miss him i suppose...granduncle's one person i can remember from all the chinese new yr visits...heh...he's always so nice...sighs...nvm...anyways...my older sis is gonna leave for the zone 2 sparks and my parents are back so cya!

2005-12-17T12:18:00.000-08:00

haha...guess what...today there's sparks!!!!whoo hoo...so excited...yesterday SP class went salting...was really disappointing...there were 2 grps one went to far east the other went to taka...i was in the far east grp...not 1 person was saved...sighs...maybe we just need to practice more...it was weird when i talked to the first person...i didn't quite know what to say after i introduced my self and asked the person's name and innvited her for 'THE INN' sighs....oh there was this IJ girl i tried to salt...when i asked her if she was busy she was like'yes i'm busy, go away'...then she puut hand up in front of my face and walked off...well basically it was very demoralising...eloise was my partner...we salted about 12,13 people...all rejected...2 ppl we got as far as the bridge diagram...the first said maybe she would be a christian in the future...the second kept laughing when we were doing the diagram...not laughing at us...i'm not quite sure why she kept laughing...but she was with her boyfriend and he was a christian...he didn't say much throughout the conversation...in the end when we showed her the bridge diagram...she just said 'oh maybe next time' then we invited her to the drama and went on our merry way...looking for more 'victims' to salt...hehe...didn't get any more...there was this girl tho...she looked so depressed...many of us tried to pray for her...she didn't let any of us...my heart just went oout to her...dawn and i tried to talk to her...but she just said 'someone already spoke to me' so dawn just told her that God loves her and that He would always be there for her...yupp...so then we went away...bro victor said we shouldn't force it on her...so we didn't...then we left...was so tired yesterday...the moment i got home i fell asleep...heh...ooh and yesterday was the last episode of 'RAINBOW CONNECTION' was so stupid...the ending that is...why does jianyi end up with xiao qian????? it's not fair to Yoyo u know...besides i think jianyi is more compatible with Yoyo...oh wells...i'm going for some bridging event tonight...my mum's cell...i'm suprised that my older sis is coming...especially on a sat night!normally she wouldn't...she didn't even go for grand uncle's bday!!!even though that was boring...the point is she hardly goes for this type of things...oh wells...heh...kk g2g now...lunchtime! whoo hoo...oh!better not eat so much...later have lotsa food!at SPARKS! cya there!God bless!

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2005-12-15T11:36:00.000-08:00

Hey everyone...yupps my second post...i'm really really mad with my mum...u know what...last night Nash was online at night...and she has a webcam (she's in England btw)...yep so she wanted to show me her younger bro...he's just a newborn...sortof...he's so adorable! haha....yupp so anw my mum was using the com and she didn't let me use...so i called lenice...and i was like" heyy...i'm bored" than my mum said this"you're bored???? There's so much to do around the house!!! How can u be bored?"of course that ruined my mood so i told lenice i'll call her today...she didn't have to do that u know...but i have forgiven her...it may sound like proud i guess...but that's who i am....i find it hard to forgive ppl so readily and my pride gets in the way sometimes...like i said, we learnt humility in camp...so that's what i'm trying to have...i'm also trying to have:
1) love
2) joy
3) peace
4) patience
5) kindness
6) goodness
7) gentleness
8) faithfulness
9) self-control
haha...yupp that's what i'm trying to have...anyway...i'm going to make another blog! yea! heh...okok...lunchtime! bb guys!

heyy

2005-12-14T19:05:00.000-08:00

heyy everyone..yupps...my first post!!!! hehe...ooh guess what??? my SP class is going salting on friday! so exciting right?haha...really scared...oh no! just remembered...Chloe's leaving tmr...i think!oh anyway THANKS SO MUCH CHLOE!!!!!for helping me with this blog...for giving advice...for helping me thorugh a really tough period of my life...hehe...sighs...just had a 'fight' with my best buddies...really tired of it now...sighs...i think it's over though..u know why? cuz i learned humility in camp...but it also started cuz i was too assuming i suppose...so it's still my fault...heh...really scared also cuz i'm graduating from mad's class for sectionals...that means i'll be in Sebas's class!!!! he's so scary...our first encounter...i ended up crying...haha...but i dont think i'm good enough to be in his class...oh wells just have to take that step of faith in myself i suppose...oh and next yr i'll be in L cell...next yr...sister elaine, sister joanne, jeanette lek, shiny, joanna, denise and some guy whose name i can't remember will be in my L cell!!!!hehe...so exciting! oh! and brother kah fei...heehee...
next subject: INFUSED CAMP!
INFUSED was awesome! what else can i say?haha...i got a really great vision u know...i saw a foot...haha...soounds weird eh? but i asked God "what does that mean?" He said" you will be a missionary for me." it was really scary...but i am prepared (or at least i think so) to lay down my life for my God. anyways it's dinner time!!! i'm starving...talk another time ya? hehe...bb!!!!